My sweet Maila,
I have such a soft spot for you. I try to be normal about it but then you send me a message and I am smiling before I even open it. I want to hear what you have been doing. I want the long version and the tiny details you almost leave out.
You are so pretty that I get a little shy looking at you. Then I think about getting to know you more and I get even shyer. I want to learn which things make you laugh until you cannot finish your sentence. I want to remember your favorite snacks and bring you one just because I was thinking of you.
I wish I could take your hand right now. I would probably look down and smile because I finally get to be that close to you. I want little dates where we keep finding reasons to stay longer. I want to fix a strand of your hair and ask if I can kiss your cheek.
Being a girl with a crush on you has made me so embarrassingly soft. I catch myself wondering if you would like something before I even think of getting it for myself. I want to send you a picture of something cute and tell you it reminded me of you. I want to be the girl you are excited to tell your good news to.
I am in love with you Maila. I mean that with my whole heart. If you feel it too I would love to be your girlfriend. I would love to learn how you like to be cared for and give you room to tell me what you need. You can take your time with your answer. I just wanted you to know how very loved you are by this girl.
So much love for you,
Your very smitten Nadya
